Random thoughts

my mom always makes fun of me for saying things like "random, or awkward" because i guess i say them alot...

- i dont have an Identity legally. weird. i know. but the freaking government inputted my birth year and my name incorrectly in thier system years and years ago.. and now not EVEN my birth certificate can change it unless the state of Arizona sends thier own record. crazy huh??.. so much for becoming Kilie Jaccy Farnsworth, when i was never Kilie Rainey in the first place huh??... haha, according to the government i just turned 21 years old, and my name is KILLIE Rainey..and every legal document or record has to match that. .. GaY!

-in Hawaii you have to re-new car registration EVERY year. its annoying. i dont know the expiration date in AZ, but i KNOW it is not every year.

-gas prices are $3.75 per gallon. Thank you Middle East. ...NOT!

- MY BROTHER WAS ACCEPTED TO BYU-H summer term. I am praying he gets the oppurtunity to come out here! It would be amazing for him!

-James leaves to the Phillipines in 2 weeks. time is flying.

-I cant keep a journal to save my life.

-I took a 3 hour nap on sunday, then woke up and re organized our whole kitchen and made us a pantry in our storage closet till 1am.

-last night for FHE we watched little videos of nephew who is growing up way to fast, and then read scriptures. (this is a step for us! we are actually making time for FHE)

-SCHOOL HAS BEEN BUSY BUSY for both of us.

-The garden has lost all hope because it lost its owners... we have become non-existent to our lot.. but hopefully with summer comes some more time, and we will be able to keep up with it again!

-I cut Hustons afro off the other night. It was so long!!! i did a pretty good job if i do say so myself

-i dove into Family History work again... found quite a few more names..and am going to get movin on actually doing the work!

-people need to come visit us! ...

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Guilty

QUOTE: "Pray like it all depends on the LORD, and work like it all depends on YOU!"

makes sense ya?? .... I think sometimes we are all guilty of asking Heavenly Father for something we do not feel like working for. This quote just put it all into perspective for me!! I hope it does for you too!! To me this means, that Heavenly Father is always willing to help you, he really truly is...but sometimes we do not always get what we ask for... why you ask?? well, not always, but most of the time it is because it will not just be GIVEN to us...there is some effort required on our part also. :)

Have a better day than i did! :)

Marleah and Danny

My cousin Danny is getting married in a couple weeks...and i had a chance to give them a fun gift... :) i made my own, and my best friends sign in book...and i convinced my cousins fiance to let me do thiers... It was a great excuse to craft, and i had alot of help from my neighbor and some of the gilbert girls..! .. here are some of my favorite pages we worked on... Its all finished and i shipped it out already, in order for it to be home on time!!

I love projects like these. too bad its not cheap or i would do it ALLLL the time!

Dearest Oahu

Dear Oahu,

If you could just do me 3 favors...

1. Get a Hobby Lobby on this island
2. and a Cade Rio, Olive Garden, along with Inn and Out Burger, and Neilson's frozen custard..oh and also...
3. make flying home just a bit more affordable so we could go home or visit friends whenever we wanted, or in that case make living HERE more affordable so family could join us....

You would earn yourself the upgraded title of "Paradise" rather than the "ROCK".... but until then.. ill bask in your sun rays, and enjoy your beautiful mountains, and snorkeling spots.

love,

Kilie

New Goal.

New GOAL: FASTING!

This sunday was our fast sunday due to ward conference and stake conference.... however being the ever so faithful saints that we are, we FORGOT and Huston made awesome oatmeal pancakes with pear syrup. It was SOOO good. and we invited our neighbors over to eat with us, and they ever so kindly declined due to the fact that it was Fast Sunday. OOPS!! haha...

They ended up just coming over to say hi, and not eating..as we tempted them to eat our obviously delicious food they politely said " we actually really need the blessings right now, we are trying to figure out where to go next in our life... because graduation is coming sooner than we think."

umm... Well... nothing like feeling shut down!! How could we not respect that?? haha, but it then occurred to us, we need to start fasting. It shows our heavenly father we are willing to sacrifice for his blessings. It also made us realize that fasting is a vital principle of obedience we need to start following.

so, one of our new... new years resolutions is, FASTING...not just on fast sunday, but when we are in search for answers, and blessings. THank you neighbors for being good examples.

CTR

A few days ago... this was my little sisters facebook status...

"My Day tommorow:
Get up at 4:40 AM for baptisms for the dead,
Then going home and taking a shower,
then going to school at 7:30
Then After school a lesson at 4:00 PM
The at 6:45 PM Dance Festival Practice!!
WOW CRAZY DAY!!"

I just thought to myself... umm... would i have gotten up at 4am to do baptisms before school??? and then go to school when i was her age???... Try... NOT!! i would probably have preferred to go on my own later in the day...like after school! but then where does the sacrifice in that come in?? haha... and i commented on the status telling her she is so grown up, and her response was "I love it, its Fun!" ... simply stated, ITS FUN TO DO THE RIGHT THING!!!!! Readers, just keep that in mind!!

What an example she is to me! I have the best FAMILY! ... Literally. My brother and sister continue to amaze me at the kind of people they are becoming. I know growing up in this era it is not easy to do the right thing. I hope my kids are like them!!

History Midterm...

Remember that one class i complained about??>. History... because of the teacher?... Well.. maybe here is why i complained about her and the class... 171 question midterm study guide. Finished it in about 6 hours total. All last night and this morning i have put all my time and energy into studying/finishing the packet. All i have to say is i better ACE this flipping midterm. oh ya, and i cant wait until i actually start taking social work classes. this gen. ed stuff is killing me.